You know when you have those random days? When nothing and everything is happening? When you don't have have to do anything but everything you have to do. And that that everything you have to do is stuff you DON'T want to do? Well, I hate those days. I hate having boring responsibilities, and having to give up time in your life to do those things, when I'd rather be doing what I want. Having fun, spending quality time, catching up with friends...living. God damn responsibilities that are supposed to bring you to your future. Maybe my future doesn't happen by staying within the lines. Maybe my future is going off the rails into a land of fun, love, creativity, and life in general.
I don't want to just waste away.